being alone is being in a state of darkness where the only way you could move is to remember the place.
I saw someone started to stay in a place where he has never been to and the very first time we talked is very usual until he started to stay away from people. He listen like a predator and run like a prey. He prefers to stay alone, to live within the border that gets thicker and thicker. The only way he could move is to remember the place.
I know you understand, but you just don't care.