how can you survive in this world without knowing yourself? I do not understand but leaving things that gives no meaning is better, perhaps. two things I might consider is me and another part of me who always keeps me company when I am all alone, and sometimes it places me in a state of trance.
when I am all alone, I am with another part of me and he keeps me company and speak with me.
kena belajar ilmu ma'arifat baru faham aku rasa.