masih di darjah lagi

when I remember those time when I was little, I kept looking for my friends attention every time I met them. I looked happy whenever my friends are around me but I didn't really have "friends". I have this one friend, we are really good but most of our time were spent in the evening after school time. I play football only during pendidikan jasmani period and before I went to secondary school, I knew nothing about sports, seriously and that was over until my first day on secondary school.

when I was at home, most of my activities would be indoor. playing whatever toys, books or anything. but it was different when I was at kampung (every holidays I would be left at kampung), outdoor activities were the coolest thing ever. tangkap atau jerat ayam, main layang layang, mandi kolam ikan, pancing ikan orang dan banyak lagi la.


semua yang aku buat kat rumah, atau kat kampung selalunya mengikut had yang mak bapak aku atau nenek atuk aku tetapkan. walaupun dalam sesetengah perkara aku tetap berdegil untuk melebihi had tetapi semuanya tidak menjadi masalah jika perkara itu tidak diketahui, hihi. aku juga sedar ketika di rumah, aku takda keinginan untuk keluar sangat, tapi kalau kat kampung, keluar atau di rumah pun tiada masalah. jadi, aku rasa dari alam semulajadi yang cantik di kampung ke bandar yang bising bising tu di rumah, membentuk dua jiwa yang berbeza dalam diri aku.

kerana dua jiwa yang berbeza tu memang rasa tertekan sebenarnya. 

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