Sep 29, 2014

masalah

"masalah itu adalah apabila kau merasa sesuatu yang berlaku itu negatif, negatif, negatif dan menyusahkan." - gua

tapi gua tahu nak jadi optimis macam gua ni susah.

Sep 27, 2014

status

yang status gua tu bujang. dan belum ada lagi niat dihati untuk merembat bunga di mana mana taman. jadi kalau siapa siapa nak ikut gua, silakan. kita bujang sampai kahwin. sebab kawan gua yang promised nak ikut gua pun cair dengan bunga taik ayam. what the hell? haha.

sekian.

Sep 15, 2014

choose me


"I think she's caught between who she is and what she wants to be."

but you can always choose me.

cubit pipi kau

you will learn things in life. feeling is the first thing you will learn, and forever learnt. it is not easy to say something you have gone through, the pain, the happiness and for sure the appreciation. for me, pain and happiness are the basic things that will everyday happen to us. but how much you appreciate the feeling does matter.

I tried to neglect all the pain I get, and tried to cover it up with happiness. well, I could say if no one makes you happy why not you make yourself happy?

I have tried this one thing that has blown up my mind in total. smiling. I was not a smiling person in real and in any of the social media as well. it is not easy to smile when you are tired, fucked up or even when you are mad but I kept practicing myself to smile, even I don't have a really nice smile but that is. through time, I found it interesting, beautiful. you can make a stranger smile back at you with your little stare and smile and sometimes smiling can be a starter for any strangers to become friends!



so what's up with those mixed feelings and stuffs? be beautiful everyday, man. you have a nice smile and please beautify this world with smiles. don't worry about yourself too much because you have God already to take care of you. cheer up the world together, and send beautiful messages to people around you.

because that is one of the reasons we are sent her for, right?

Sep 9, 2014

pelabuhan misteri

aku anggar kehidupan ini boleh dikira kira,
untuk menghadapi pelbagai laluan misteri,
misteri yang kau anggap ia biasa biasa,
padahal kau tak tahu di mana kau berada,
tanpa kira kira.

aku cuba anggarkan kembali,
di mana silapnya kira kira yang aku guna selama ini,
masihkah ia kukuh untuk kesepuluh tahun lagi?

satu persatu pelabuhan aku singgah,
ada juga aku beli souvenir untuk aku kenang kenang,
tapi untuk pelabuhan yang aku pun tak tahu keberapa,
aku rasa aku harus lepaskan sauh semantapnya,
kemudian aku bakar kapal yang aku layarkan,
kerana aku tahu pelabuhan kali ini,
pelabuhan yang misteri.

itupun selepas aku sedar,
bahawa yang kira kira itu hanya membawa aku mengelilingi dunia.

bukan menikmatinya.