I am a learning people, and I wonder too why some people do not take any lesson to what had happened to them, well if I am a psychologist, I'd simply say they are having a type B personality. because they don't really care what would happen, and less likely to over-thinking.
I once care too much on someone who doesn't love me, well even now I am not sure but it is not working. I am not getting what I want but I get even worse than what I should be. that is not what is love supposed to be, isn't it?
then I get angry easily. well I think it should be my past already. I am getting comfortable with what I have right now, I don't feel mad or in general I don't feel anything. is it a good thing or am I just loving?
still, I haven't found what is it.