you're such a coward to face future,
you can create yours but you're afraid if you fail,
but you know you will not fail though,
but things will be different,
perhaps you're afraid of those differences,
and you're not ready hence, you do a lot of thinking,
when you know one day you're ready,
probably they might stay away,
or even turning their faces away,
and you might be losing so many memories,
and yet your prayers will be following them.
when you have too many failures in life and you want to change,
the answer is always 'I am afraid of losing so many friends',
because I have lost so many friends, unnoticed.