I may not be a perfect Muslim. I don't even try to be better. I failed to manage myself, even at the worst part I have been through and I can't see the light of hope I could get out of here. so, can ask you guys a favor anytime during this Ramadhan, can you make a Dua for this boy? say his name in your prayers muhammad 'arif, as if only once you could say my name, only once.
May Allah reward you the best honor. your names are always in mine.