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I'm not a robot

    
I have feelings. people do. sometimes some of these feelings, they kill me, I can't move on to another part of my life, I'm fucked up. I always wish that there's no tomorrow, because I wan't to sleep and not to be disturbed by the day. and sometimes I wish there's no tonight, because I wan't to be with you when I feel tomorrow is there a hope for you and me to get together.

study, sunshine. see you in the paradise baby.

motivation

    
well, for a quite a while I didn't make an entry about my strength in my study. I feel lost sometimes with these feeling all about life, color. I would say that adolescent is not an enjoyable time but about a period of development before entering an adulthood. wiki says it is a transitional stage of physical and mental human development generally occurring between puberty and legal adulthood.

this means a lot of situation should be faced and all these develop the maturity of someone. but mentally is the most important part of this. some of the teens would say that this is the time when we should try everything that old man can't do which they would be. mental plays a big role for this situation, how to channel and adapt the situations to great solutions.

through my observation, feeling about love and having a partner for this extend is not acceptable. they wouldn't be too serious in that matter, they just want to try and that may put them into a big problems.

and for advising me myself, love is just only for Allah by now we have been deceived by world. u say u can't live without her but yes u are still living after she dumped u. seek for Allah's love is more appreciable and u have to find the way how u can meet Him without any fear in the hereafter.

faham tak

    
memilih untuk berdiri sekecil kuman ; kerana diri ini bukanlah sebesar mana di sisi Tuhan ; selebihnya cuba melompat keluar daripada cubaan ; yang kadang kadang bukan jelas dan terang mungkin ; aku salah perasaan tentang nafsu amarah inginkan ; sesuatu terlalu payah untuk lepaskan ; kau sudah berjaya mengambil tempat yang mana kesan ; kesan pembunuhan kau dahulu masih tersisa pada kain lapik tempat yang kau lampirkan ; dan jangan sesekali kau memilih untuk melepaskan apa yang aku katakan ; kerana semuanya berkaitan keseluruhannya.


salam sayang, nafsu persetubuhan.

sebab itu kami kosongkan jiwa kami

    
aku diam bukan aku tak suka politik. aku cuba tak mahu terjebak dalam permusuhan, perdebatan yang aku sendiri tak faham. dan tak semestinya aku diam, aku tak tahu.


teruskanlah bergaduh, biar masalah selesai sendiri.

interception

    

dilahirkan kembali

    
satu tujuan, semua akan ke arah tujuan mereka. untuk apa mereka dilahirkan? mereka sesat dalam alam yang nyata dan maya. terperangkap dengan masa. ditipu dengan material yang berkata - kata. tahu tetapi kurang percaya. ini bukan kelahiran semula.

"ah, aku sibuk!"
agama bukan diamalkan ketika lapang.
dahulu, mereka sibuk dengan perkara ghaib sehingga lupa akan yang nyata.
tapi kita, sibuk dengan perkara nyata sehingga lupa akan kelahiran semula.

sekarang keadaan telah terdesak, kecuali mereka yang memilih akan kesesakan untuk sesuatu yang pasti, dan pasti.

latihan minda, buat kira - kira guna pensel bukan guna kata - kata.