harap harap

bila aku rasa hidup ini begini begitu, kau hadir untuk menyakinkan aku.

aku juga pernah berputus asa.

ini cinta, dan risau.

cintaNya masih dicari.

"the Deen is dying but the heart is not crying"

you're thinking about something other than Allah everyday. even in your salah.

"is something or someone out there better than Him?"

jadi fikir

siapa sedia berkorban untuk agama?

saya.

tonight

when everybody's down, sleep. it's the time, suitable time to be with our Lover, who never leaves us in any ways. this is khalwat, seek for hidayah, ask for anything, share problems and feelings. how do u feel to be together with your love in a dark place where there's no one is looking at us? what's the feeling? sweet and calm. tahajjud.

Abu al-‘Abbas ‘Abdullah bin ‘Abbas, radiyallahu anhuma, reported: One day I was behind the Prophet, sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallam, and he said to me:

"O young man, I shall teach you some words [of advice] : Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you. Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you. If you (have need to) ask, ask of Allah; and if you seek help, seek help from Allah. Know that even if the Nation (or the whole community) were to gather together to benefit you with something, they would not benefit you with anything except that which Allah has already recorded for you, and that if they gather together to harm you with something, they would not be able to harm you with anything except that which Allah has already recorded against you. The pens have been lifted and the pages have dried."

[Al-Tirmidhi relates this and says: It is a good, genuine Hadith]

well done

exam on 1st Ramadhan.

and study needs catalyst. the failure. heh heh heh.

sangkaan

Ramadhan. agensi terabai seketika disaat menanti Syawal. inilah bulan anak didik mengaplikasikan suntikan halus sang pembinasa, yang rindu akan temannya di neraka. sangkaan aku mereka sudah digari. tetapi awas, mereka telah merancang rapi sebelum ini.

inilah masanya, masa untuk menconteng arang ke muka mereka. dengan galaknya ;)