mind set of failure. I'm really sad of what I did, my performance doesn't go so well. don't lie in my speech. I'm thinking that what is the most important thing is to rely on what I have done, I'm not saying that we should let everything to Him, I just have to find REASONS to get what I want from Him. the truth is, something that I do is actually a reason to be given to Him. then He will decide to give or not to give what I want. sometimes I didn't get what I really want after sacrificing, but I take it as a gift. be thankful, arif. may Allah give me more in understanding life of being khalifah.
once I appreciate a gift from someone even it is not satisfying me, surely that person will give me more.