sometimes I sinned too
I don't say that all the best thing is compulsory to be done. I do sunnah but I forget wajib. I don't know why some people look at something that is not really important and make it looks like when u missed to do, it's weird? sometimes I need time to figure my own things first, my abilities. Allah already know what will happen and that would make me wonder and hope that the bad things won't happen to me, so I pray and ask for forgiveness from Him. May Allah give me Hidayah to stand still on His path.