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bila bila

satu masa semuanya akan berahkir. semua tahu itu dan semua masih berharap yang ia takan berakhir dalam masa kehidupan mereka sendiri. announcement had been given thousand years ago even when the first man lived in this earth. but why then, things come and go? water flows, lights beam, and all the matter in this universe collide. that is when our hearts even not once think about it.

"it is usual bro, get used of it"
"fuck off."
happy birthday, Muhammad 'Arif


kau terlalu cantik untuk aku lupakan. Maaf, aku takan dapat pernah lupakan kau.
nilai nilai hidup yang aku lalui adalah, kau.

harap harap

bila aku rasa hidup ini begini begitu, kau hadir untuk menyakinkan aku.
aku juga pernah berputus asa.

ini cinta, dan risau.
cintaNya masih dicari.

"the Deen is dying but the heart is not crying"

you're thinking about something other than Allah everyday. even in your salah.

"is something or someone out there better than Him?"

jadi fikir

siapa sedia berkorban untuk agama?


saya.

tonight

when everybody's down, sleep. it's the time, suitable time to be with our Lover, who never leaves us in any ways. this is khalwat, seek for hidayah, ask for anything, share problems and feelings. how do u feel to be together with your love in a dark place where there's no one is looking at us? what's the feeling? sweet and calm. tahajjud.


Abu al-‘Abbas ‘Abdullah bin ‘Abbas, radiyallahu anhuma, reported: One day I was behind the Prophet, sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallam, and he said to me:

"O young man, I shall teach you some words [of advice] : Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you. Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you. If you (have need to) ask, ask of Allah; and if you seek help, seek help from Allah. Know that even if the Nation (or the whole community) were to gather together to benefit you with something, they would not benefit you with anything except that which Allah has already recorded for you, and that if they gather together to harm you with something, they would not be able to harm you with anything except that which Allah has already recorded against you. The pens have been lifted and the pages have dried."

[Al-Tirmidhi relates this and says: It is a good, genuine Hadith]

well done

exam on 1st Ramadhan.

and study needs catalyst. the failure. heh heh heh.

sangkaan


Ramadhan. agensi terabai seketika disaat menanti Syawal. inilah bulan anak didik mengaplikasikan suntikan halus sang pembinasa, yang rindu akan temannya di neraka. sangkaan aku mereka sudah digari. tetapi awas, mereka telah merancang rapi sebelum ini.

inilah masanya, masa untuk menconteng arang ke muka mereka. dengan galaknya ;)

satu perkara yang berbisa

di mana letaknya aku ketika engkau tumbang?

ini bukan main main, ini perasaan.

D.O.B

name : muhammad 'arif bin samshuri
d.o.b in Masihi : 18 october 1993
d.o.b in Hijr : 2 jamadil awal 1414 (monday)

hati kau

seorang yang diam yang bodoh diperbodohkan perkara yang bodoh,
realitinya hatinya membengkak
memberontak hal yang macam macam.

walhal dia tahu siapa yang bengis dan hodoh.
dan yang cantik dan baik.

7 peringkat

syaitan menipu :

:bila manusia ingin melakukan ibadat, dia menghalang dengan pelbagai alasan.
:jika manusia berjaya melepasinya, dia menyuruh agar ibadat itu ditangguhkan.
:jika manusia berjaya melepasinya, dia meyuruh agar ibadat itu disegerakan (terburu buru)
:jika manusia berjaya melepasinya, dia menyuntik hati agar manusia melakukan ibadat dengan harapan ada orang melihat.
:jika manusia berjaya melepasinya, dia menyuntik hati agar nanti ada orang yang memberi pujian.
:jika manusia berjaya melepasinya, dia menyuntik hati agar ibadatnya diceritakan pada orang ramai.
:dan jika manusia berjaya melepasinya, dia berkata "kau sudah pasti syurga tak payahlah lakukan ibadat lagi" atau "kau sudah pasti neraka buat apa lagi kau beribadat."


sama sama hati hati.

.

tangkap, tangkaplah. kau perlukan aku sekarang, sentuhlah hati aku.

mana? jarak antara hati dan mulut aku hanya sejengkal.
bodohlah aku, kalau aku biarkan kau lemas. selamat tinggal.

siapa hebat

the inventor. semua teori dari seluruh pelosok otak saintis. berbangga dengan penemuan yang sedikit dan sedikit. pada aku, kami lagi hebat daripada mereka. kerana kami belajar memahami corak pemikiran setiap saintis dan menggabungkan teori mereka.

jadi, siapa hebat sebenarnya ;)

in circumstances

mind set of failure. I'm really sad of what I did, my performance doesn't go so well. don't lie in my speech. I'm thinking that what is the most important thing is to rely on what I have done, I'm not saying that we should let everything to Him, I just have to find REASONS to get what I want from Him. the truth is, something that I do is actually a reason to be given to Him. then He will decide to give or not to give what I want. sometimes I didn't get what I really want after sacrificing, but I take it as a gift. be thankful, arif. may Allah give me more in understanding life of being khalifah.

once I appreciate a gift from someone even it is not satisfying me, surely that person will give me more.

mana mungkin aku

dalam setiap detik hidup kau tak pernah mudah. cuma apa yang aku sangka silaturrahim antara kau dan aku semakin pudar. manusia, aku juga mahukan logik atas setiap perkara yang berlaku dan aku juga percaya takdir, dan takdir antara aku dan kau mungkin, sudah kembali putih ; tiada lagi coraknya. mungkin cara kau melihat aku secara realiti daripada fantasi sangat berbeza. dan perbezaan itulah yang mungkin membuat kau hampa. dan aku bukanlah segalanya sempurna. maaf Kucen.

dari hati, arifsamhuri

run

as the day went black, the silence we broke, the musics we sang.
that's no meaning at all. I tried to seek the truth of your vein's hole.
I explored. the implicit.
I find something, as I go through and reach your heart.
but it is small, still growing.

I found everything, as I was in there once. it was all ours.
but now, my assumption is wrong, you poured love. not heart.
and the reason is getting more complicated, that's why I hide : my tears.

you are too good for me, run.

selang seli

jadinya bila aku bercinta
dunia boleh berubah bentuknya
dan aku boleh genggam segalanya

perjalanan hidup ini bukanlah mudah, dah tidaklah pula susah. yang panduannya itu buku, yang di dalamnya ada katanya, peri lakunya. cuma salahnya aku bila sangka aku buku itu untuk zaman 1400 tahun dahulu. perlunya aku berada seperti 1400 tahun dahulu seperti perlunya seorang ibu melihat anaknya disusui. kerana aku ini punyai Tuhan yang tiada akhirnya.

jadinya bila aku bercinta
biar sahaja dunia ini bulat, bujur
dan biar hanya aku menggenggam ; janji

seeker

I'm seeking my soul, that had made a promise to God ; long time ago.

before I'm here.

sila pergi

fikiran kau membenci, dan membuat aku menyampah.
kau mampu menunggu latihan psikologi aku? maaf.
aku tahu kau takkan mampu kerana kau LEMAH.
yang aku harapkan bukan lah cinta dari kau tetapi
cuma satu perasaan

yang tak mungkin kau dapat gambarkan. I love you and much more.

I don't want your pity

what do u call that, jealousy? I can barely hear you. I have my own path, goodnight. what do u care about? soft flesh, beautiful eyes? do I care? please, I have my own way. everything that lies on my path, I will face it and I won't ever change my way even death is my destiny.

u don't know my agony.

depletion

I'm coming home this weekend. I have to do some meditation, before the upcoming weeks.

my life is sorrow and full of happiness in dark, I wish I have an ability to go an astral travel. meet some new dead friends. exciting isn't? sometimes I feel that I have gone too far but I'm not satisfied yet. but I miss my time, to grow my love towards You, need a lot of sacrifice. I'm afraid.



people call love but I call it 'life'.

breakable


once I turned, it was beautiful. when it comes with a warm light and windy.
no it can't be mixed. it's fragile.

one day I hope I'll be better, but my heart is still sick ; painful. medicine can't cure.

no. I'm not sick, why u give those pills to me? it is my soul.
and the only one who can cure, is You.

just a drop

hello people, like I haven't updated my blog since I left home. there is no poetry, word or what so ever. I wanna make a conclusion here from what I've been through in PASUM till now. nevertheless, it is not all, just a drop.

a smile can give a thousand smile.
eyes never leave heart, but sight sometimes does.
you will never get what u want, until u know how to get what u really want.

well hello



freshie~

sekali lagi

nanti I balik cuti semester u masak sedap sedap tau.

terima kasih

tak mungkin corak pemikiran kau mengikut cuaca. kerana setiap kata kata kau mengikut hati dan akal.

aku pasti kau seorang yang penyayang dalam kemarahan yang kau lepaskan, perihatin dalam setiap bebelan dan sifat menjaga dalam ketidakhirauan kau. mungkin aku akan rindu.

terima kasih.

new smile



may peace be upon all of you.
well enough for me to think about the past, the passed things that will never return. such a darkness blog really, I don't really have time to find another layout for my blog (actually I have, but I wasted it) so now I managed to make it ha ha*template from blogger je pun, pemalas.

dan aku juga akan pergi ke universiti, seperti rakan rakan yang lain. aku terpaksa menelan pahit sidikit masa dahulu, dan aku juga menghentak bumi dan menangis. aku bukan harapkan ucapan, tetapi doa pada masa akan datang kerana aku tahu aku bukanlah yang terbaik untuk selamanya.


jam sudah tidak bernombor lagi. ini semua gara gara masa!

keluhan lelah


cukuplah hentikan keluhan kau, resah yang bagaimana kau impikan? resah yang tiada tangis?
kadang kadang aku cuba mengambil perhatian kau, tapi sebesar mana aku cuba menonjol, kau takan pernah rasa akan kehadiran aku. aku juga bercinta, tapi aku mencari cinta yang mampu memberikan aku senyuman dan membuat aku melonjak gembira akan kesudahan cinta-Nya. dan kau bukanlah sesuatu yang kekal, kau juga akan mati. kau juga tak mampu berdiri tanpa keizinannya. jadi kau juga tak perlu resah dan gelisah kerana Dia mampu memberi kau segala gala, galanya.

so shut up and :)

perspective


everybody hurts. you're not? once perhaps. me? a lot. though I know what I'm I thinking of but I don't know whether I can get it. it hurts.
soon, when u and I grow up what else should I do? what would you do? what are u going to do when have been left by someone u love? do u cry? or u believe in destiny?

those are all perspective. not the feelings.

M.A.S.A

masa memang kadang kadang ; sungguh kejam
tidak. masa sememangnya kejam bukan?
manusia mana yang mampu menghentikan masa?

rindu? semua orang rindu, relax lah. pernah tak kau fikir sesuatu yang kau pernah dapat dahulu dan kau masih mampu dapatkannya sekarang, tetapi kau tak sempat dapatkannya. kerana ; masa.
sebab itu kadang kadang aku benci akan masa.

May Allah Save All of us.

sudahlah

semuanya jelas



cukup beremosi kali ni.

new new


I watch Scott Pilgrim vs World like 7 times and I didn't feel bored watching it. till I have memorized the scripts lol. you have to watch this :)

apa lagi

aku mudah berhati hati, mungkin, dalam pelbagai segi, atau mungkin sebahagiannya sahaja. tak perlu kau membuat pengertian tentang ensiklopedia hati, kerana corak pemikiran aku bukanlah datangnya dari diri, tapi dari akal dan hati. aku tak perlu diari untuk menyimpan memori tetapi kadang kadang aku perlukan diari untuk mengimplimentasi imbasan memori.

tiada eksepsi. cuma sendiri.

Happy Birthday

this is my sister. so as she grows up and today is her Birthday. Happy Birthday Siti Hajar :)

if can't whole of it, just a little.

Love Has Conditions Part 1 - An amazing two part bayaan by Sheikh Hamza Yusuf. Audio: http://tumblr.com/xp02diw7pd

Love Has Conditions Part 2 - An amazing two part bayaan by Sheikh Hamza Yusuf. Audio: http://tumblr.com/xp02eeyrun

it has crave defects

when someone tells u something, do u give all eyes and ears to them? or u just to fall on deaf ears when they start to speak? or u already have intention to object what they will be gon' to tell u? that is who are you.

I miss to say 'I love you'. not because I don't have anyone to be loved to, just I need to go back to the past and say it again. my heart is stubborn, and weak as it stands only with a word heart. I had a tough time though to find myself actually. and my thought was if I have known myself, there's no problems to describe myself even in a sentence. but my assumption is wrong and my strength has loosen.



here we go, Cikgu Zaid. Idk what should I call him. he is the best man I've ever met, super duper cool. his thought is always about how will his student be when they left the school. I adore his experiences, watching people converting to Islam, went to the every mosque on this Earth as he can, met people and says the good deeds (tabligh) and asked them to do the deeds (da'wah), his speech even has a lil bit weakness on him as he likes to mock his student (to make them feel offended and change) and his care to his student.

he is supposed to be my mentor. I'm not saying that Ustaz is my exception to me but only in certain extent :)

saya memang tak hensem jangan tengok gambar saya lama lama

rasa aku

setiap manusia aku rasa semuanya sama.






aku juga mempunyai dua personaliti yang berbeza.
dan kedua-duanya sentiasa bersiap sedia.
apabila aku berada di antara dua.
kerana aku ; terbahagi kepada dua.

iaitu Iman dan Nafsu.

I am alone, yes alone

I'm going further from this world. I'm going to the next stop.

whoa, since I've left my blog for days, ow maybe weeks, I feel like 'oh what I'm gonna post for the entry.' I have no idea and I've been through a tremendous break ever in my life. oh Allah, when I'm gonna continue my study? dah reput dah ni oi.

Medical study? oh do I choose that course? ingat lagi masa dulu cita cita nak jadi apa, semua pilih Doktor sebab tak tahu nak pilih apa haha tell me you are not one of them!

well thoroughly my best decision, is going to change the world. whow looks like I'm a superhero! nah I just wanna say Hi to my new world of study, change it from the joyful days I had before to the seriously years I will have later. haha bunyi macam dah nak pergi Bulan tak balik balik je kan.

so now my life is kinda unstable right now because I'm between the branches. how can I get back the feeling of 'kemanisan Iman'? because I've felt it once. but I didn't keep it strongly, as it is fragile and brittle. I let myself drown and sank.

I need to swim. yes, keep swimming. doa for me :)

it's my choice

I don't know ; because sometimes I don't realize
when someone approach me and say oh Hi! then
what should I say ; because I'm not good in greeting
people ; girls


so I try to find out what the hell is going on with me
am I questioning myself about to forget Him?
sometimes I feel so far from Him, I couldn't focus
it has been a month I don't go,
the sensation of Da'wah.

I don't want to be sinned, I'm just
down. so I do recite

suratul ikhlas 3 ; suratul falaq ; suratun nas
O Allah, forgive me. Show me the straight path.

reminder for me

'bagaimanakah aku tahu bila aku ni baik?'
'apabila kau sedar yang kau tu jahat.'
'bagaimana pula aku tahu bila aku ni jahat?'
'apabila kau rasa diri kau tu sudah baik.'

I just, lie

tell the world I've a girl, best girlfriend.

now isn't the time to talk about this. because I believe in fate, destiny. I'm just a man. I envy with people who have their own mate. sharing laugh and tears. but I don't think that is the way I am supposed to go with. because my Iman is weak. very weak :(

"..ais kalau dibiarkan, cairlah dia.." cikgu Zaid

"You alone we do worship and to You alone we do turn for help. Guide us on the straight way. the way of those upon whom You have bestowed Your blessings, not of those who have been condemned by You nor of those who go astray" 1:5-7

sometimes I sinned too

I don't say that all the best thing is compulsory to be done. I do sunnah but I forget wajib. I don't know why some people look at something that is not really important and make it looks like when u missed to do, it's weird? sometimes I need time to figure my own things first, my abilities. Allah already know what will happen and that would make me wonder and hope that the bad things won't happen to me, so I pray and ask for forgiveness from Him. May Allah give me Hidayah to stand still on His path.

18th Birthday


Nurul Syanina

one day hope that I'll say Hi in front of you haha. may Allah give u strength to face the days :)

kau menilai aksara

I will smile as big as I can if u make this REAL on 'one day' u told me.


kalau hati kau yang aku perlu pujuk sekarang ni, lebih baik kau pujuk hati aku untuk terus memujuk kau. aku doakan kau berjaya dunia akhirat.

teach me baby

how to speak English fluently?

because I can't -,-

to the star if I really want it


"..macam mana kamu tengok orang ramai ada yang gembira berpelukan ada yang sedih menangis, macam itulah nanti kita di padang mashar. sangat seronok apabila buku catatan diserahkan melalui tangan kanan tetapi sebaliknya apabila buku catatan diterima melalui tangan kiri, malah ada yang lebih teruk daripada tu.." cikgu zaid.

it's all gifts from Allah and all praises be upon Him. but guys SPM is not like the end of the world, maybe it looks like that but take it as a stepping stone for you to keep moving on. don't pretend that u have lost everything, that's why I'd like to say keberkatan result tu yang penting because I heard many people didn't perform well in their SPM but later they're kind of successful people. one thing I'd like to tell u guys, for those who got straight A's pun they can't stop here, everyone is going to further their study and struggle again so what's the difference? study for the improvement of ummah and get the best for the next okay. may Allah show us the path of those whom Thou hast favoured.

straight A's pun bukan boleh masuk syurga kalau tak amal agama.

so how does your adrenaline work?

nervous? guys, SPM result is not everything or the end of the road u walk through, it's just a pit stop to seek how far u have to walk after this. it's not the end of everything. if u fail, just wake up and start again. Allah is the Most Merciful, He will help us. the result will not give us anything unless from His permission.

but what we have to be afraid of is where we will be in the Hereafter? I don't say I'm perfect because I couldn't be too but I'm trying to seek His blessing because I'm weak yes I am weak.

I have done a lot of sins, Allah please forgive me :(

brother gua dah besar

kalau amik gambar memang macam tu muka dia -,-

selamat hari ulangtahun beranak :)

siapa


siapa kata aku lupa?


Selamat Hari Jadi, kau.

I feel I want something

can I be you Mr..?

no doubt, I'm sick with life sometimes ; I mean the world now. where I'm living, the time right now. how hard it would be when the world is unsuitable to be lived on. everything's ruined ; disaster, corruption, sex and many more. I'm so afraid I'm not strong enough to face this. now, I'm still young maybe because I don't have any experiences of facing the real world as my friend said 'arip, sangat berbeza life asrama dengan Universiti'. and that is I am afraid of. what ever is it, I have to do some motivation and meditation of myself, some reflection whether I have to make or change anything I should. I beg to you please take my hand when I stumble and fall cuz I don't know, what is the real thing is out there..

I miss the memories we created. so exciting, friends. it really was :(

51 dah ayah aku

cool tak ayah I :)

he inspires me with lots of thing. he is the one who care in silence, love without known, and gives without taking the return. he is the only one, yes, one. my photographer ;)

happy birthday

women, this is love

when u feel u want something, u don't go for it but u just pray,
about wealth and health, and some people called love, couple.

but I don't see the beauty of those,
because I think I should find love ;
of Allah, first.
with following the way ;
like the Prophet taught us.

then mother, father, people and she :)

this is called 'working'


see what I've got. a picture with VW :)

I was bored when I'm home, unemployed and waiting for the result by staying at home like nothing happen outside there. Praises to Allah, I got a temporary job and there's a lil thing I love about my job, even though I think people don't see the goodness of the job but I'm still liking my job hehe it repeats doesn't it?


work together with friends is better ;)
kau melihat diri kau luka bila aku bersuara,
tetapi kau tiada usaha mengubatinya..
kenapa perlu mengejek diri sendiri?
dan menyalahkan situasi aku?
kerana tak suka, atau kau sengaja?
atau kau tak mampu mengubah diri kau?
aku mungkin tak sempurna, sering berdosa,
dan mungkin aku terlalu mengambil berat,
atas dosa pahala yang kau lakukan,
sehingga aku dipersalahkan. aku rasa
kerana mereka telah memerangkap diri..

yang kau pertahankan.


"..bila kita menasihati seseorang (da'wah), hidayah kepada orang yang menasihati itu pasti, tetapi hidayah terhadap orang yang dinasihati itu tak pasti. tetapi hidayah milik Allah SWT. mintalah padaNya sahaja.."

tak sengaja ke sengaja?

"..bila kita tinggalkan solat subuh sebab bangun lambat kita cakap tak sengaja, memang kita takda niat nak tinggal subuh tapi kita tidur lambat.." cikgu Zaid.

kan nampak macam sengaja -,-

a sacrifice of Religion

All praises to Allah for giving me a strength to be together with Jamaah Ulama Palestinians. this my second time I went out for the movement of da'wah. I'll share some bayan (tazkirah) that I've heard form the translator who translated the bayan as the Palestinians spoke Arabic. Insha-Allah.

"setelah memuji Allah, selawat ke atas Nabi SAW.. Alhamdulillah, kita berada di sini atas kehendak Allah. ramai lagi yang masih berada di luar tidak dipilih oleh Allah untuk datang mendengar majlis ilmu dan kita harus banyak syukur kepada Allah. Allah SWT maha kuasa, Allah SWT maha hebat Dia tidak rugi apapun jika hambanya tidak patuh kepadaNya malah hamba itu sendiri yang akan rugi selama mana dia tidak bertaubat."

"tuan yang dimuliakan oleh Allah SWT, jika Allah SWT menginginkan sesuatu hanya dengan perkataan 'kun' maka jadilah namun dengan zat Allah yang maha hebat tidaklah perkataan 'kun' itu dijadikan perantara tetapi dengan kudrat dan keinginan Allah sahaja maka ia jadilah. jadi kita perlu fikir sejauh mana keyakinan kita terhadap Allah. Allah SWT maha kuasa, makhluk yang selama ini kita anggap hebat dengan pencapaian yang tinggi hanyalah tiada kuasa, malah dia adalah hamba kepada Pencipta iaitu Allah SWT. jadi keluarkan kebesaran makhluk dan masukkan kebesaran Allah ke dalam hati."

"begitu juga para nabi, Allah SWT mengajar para nabi tentang keyakinan terhadapNya. pada ketika Nabi Musa AS ditanya oleh Allah mengenai tongkatnya lalu Musa AS menjawab tongkat ini banyak memberi manfaat kepadaku, ia menjadi sandaranku ketika aku berehat, aku pukul (daun) dengannya untuk kambingku, dan ada lagi keperluan lain padanya. maka dengan kuasa Allah yang maha hebat lalu diperintahkan kepada Musa AS membaling tongkat itu lalu dengan izin Allah ia menjadi ular yang besar. Musa AS berasa takut dan Allah memerintahkan Musa AS menangkap ular tersebut. maka Musa AS taat dengan perintah Allah. sebaik sahaja ular tersebut ditangkap, maka dengan izin Allah ular itu bertukar kembali menjadi tongkat. lihatlah sesuatu itu tidak akan memberi manfaat kecuali dengan izin Allah SWT dan tidak pula memberi mudarat kecuali dengan izin Allah. pada suatu ketika Musa AS berhadapan dengan ahli-ahli sihir, mereka menukarkan tali menjadi ular, Allah SWT memerintahkan Musa AS agar mencampakkan tongkatnya lalu dengan izin Allah tongkat Musa AS bertukar menjadi ular dan membaham kesemua ular ular ahli-ahli sihir dan mereka selepas itu beriman dengan Allah SWT. dan pada kisah yang lain semasa Musa AS bersama kaumnya dikejar oleh tentera tentera Firaun di hadapan mereka laut di belakang mereka tentera tentera Firaun dan di sebalah kiri dan kanan mereka bukit bukau lalu kaum Musa AS berkata kita akan dibinasakan oleh tentera tentera Firaun. namun keyakinan Musa AS hanyalah kepada Allah, lalu diperintahkan Musa AS mengetuk laut menggunakan tongkatnya. dengan izin Allah laut terbelah kepada 2 bahagian dan Musa AS dan kaumnya selamat."

"Nabi Muhammad SAW pembawa rahmat kepada sekalian alam. fikir Nabi SAW ialah fikir umat. jarak antara Nabi Isa dan Nabi Muhammad SAW yang lebih 500 tahun menyebabkan masyarakat jahiliah ketika itu terlalu teruk sehingga mereka tawaf dalam keadaan berbogel, anak perempuan ditanam hidup hidup kerana malu, pada waktu siang mereka membuat tuhan mereka dengan menggunakan kurma dan apabila malam dan kelaparan mereka makan tuhan yang telah mereka buat. dan pada ketika itu Nabi SAW diutus untuk memperbetulkan aqidah masyarakat jahiliah. Nabi SAW keluar pada siang dalam keadaan bersih dan balik dalam keadaan yang kotor hanya keluar untuk menyampaikan da'wah kepada umatnya. tidak kira yahudi, kristian, Nabi SAW tetap menyampaikan da'wah. sehingga kerisauan Nabi SAW terhadap kita ketika saat kewafatan, Nabi SAW menyebut umatku."

"taat sunnah Nabi SAW dan di situ ada kejayaan. lihatlah ketika zaman pemerintahan para sahabat RA, banyak negara tumbang dan Islam tersebar ke serata dunia. satu kisah ketika zaman jahiliah, adat nenek moyang masyarakat jahiliah setiap tahun ketika sungai Nil kering mereka akan melemparkan seorang perawan yang dihias dengan cantik ke dalam sungai Nil lalu sungai Nil akan kembali mengalir. setelah Mesir ditawan, gabenor Islam Amru al-As menghantar surat kepada Umar RA mengenai perkara tersebut lalu Umar RA menghantar dua pucuk surat ; satu kepada Amru al-As dan satu kepada sungai Nil. Amru al-As membaca surat yang diutus kepadanya supaya surat kepada sungai Nil itu dicampakkan ke dalam sungai Nil. Amru al-As membuka surat kepada sungai Nil lalu membaca 'daripada Umar, wahai Nil jika mengalir air atas kudratmu, nescaya kami tidak menharapkan sesuatu pun daripada kamu. tetapi sekiranya mengalir air atas izin Allah, nescaya kami memohon kepada Allah untuk mengalirkanmu.' betapa teguhnya iman sahabat terhadap kekuasaan Allah SWT. hari ini kita mengharapkan sesuatu benda untuk memberi manfaat kepada kita tetapi tidak kepada para sahabat RA, keyakinan mereka hanyalah kepada Allah SWT."

"tuan yang dimuliakan oleh Allah SWT, lihatlah makam para sahabat RA berada di seluruh dunia tak lain dan tak bukan hanyalah untuk berda'wah. mereka menyerahkan seluruh hidupnya di jalan Allah, meninggalkan keluarga hanya ingin melihat Islam tersebar keseluruh alam. jadi setakat 40 hari, 3 hari, 4 bulan keluar di jalan Allah hanyalah langkah pertama, sedangkan para sahabat menyerahkan seluruh hidupnya di jalan Allah."

these are not perfectly same as bayan I've heard, it was more cool than I typed. there is a lot more but I couldn't remember all of the speech. peace be upon you guys.

Dari Abdullah Ibn Amru Ibn Al-Ash, Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda: "Sampaikan dariku walau satu ayat!" (Hadith Riwayat Al-Bukhari)

some words

if u have a chance to see the world, I give u a big applause for that. one day u will know, how much we need to sacrify for our religion. Allah said in the Al-Qur'an :

"Let there arise out of you a group of people inviting to all that is good, enjoining al-ma`roof [i.e. Islamic Monotheism and all that Islam orders one to do] and forbidding al-Munkar [polytheism and disbelief and all that Islam has forbidden]. And it is they who are successful." Al `Imraan :104.

work

I don't know what will happen and what should I do when it happens. it's kind of sad. I'm still unemployed and I know Allah gives me the best. if I keep searching vacancies and if Allah says no, no chance for me. to get money, is priceless if I don't obey Him. I was thinking if I'm home what is the most thing I most care about is my facebook account. I know it's worthless though. I wanna learn something but it doesn't look like really working at all. development of technologies, make people trap and stick to the global, artist, musics and so on. I hate myself as I said to myself I wanna do this but I did that. I know the pros and cons but I don't see life where I should go on.

money.

nowadays, people are worried and afraid if they don't have money in their pocket and so am I. my thoughts is all about where is my 'rezeki' will be given at. I'm still not working and it's hard for me to let this flippy lappy away from my sight. despicable me.

urgh! I need strength. and hidayah Allah

when I miss him

he was very delightful, funny and best friend. I had no chance to say thanks and sorry. what else friend, u're my best friend.


Allah bless your soul. Muhammad Fakhri bin Haslin.

cuz they are mine


it's loving like waterfalls, never stop :)

paste it yourself

point to me, I deserved it. can we play football together again? can we laugh at Mid Valley again? can we talk again as we talk once before? I lost you. I don't know what made you pretty change. ya maybe I was not too cool for you. some expectation made me dried, and drowned. can we meet again sometimes? yearning time with you all guys. but in other hand, I'd like to say thanks to you, all of you who consider me as 'friend'. because I learnt life, love and friendship although we had a tough time together but it'd never end.


because you know friendship won't stop like a ship :)

lovely dates

I'm the number four of 6 siblings

I see life, which I will go someday :)

Muhammad Rasulullah (Peace Be Upon Him)

setelah Adam dicipta ; manusia pertama dicipta ;
baginda terlihat ukiran di syurga ;
tertera tulisan Muhammad Rasulullah ;

betapa besar rahmat Nabi kita ; sehingga
mas kahwin Adam dan Hawa ; ialah
Lailaha Illallah "Muhammadur Rasulullah".

kita patut bangga dan selawat ke atas baginda :)

life is short

do you even imagine how the heaven looks like? how we will be going in there? there are no full stop, painless all the time and enjoyable. I couldn't think out of the box about eternal life there. we will never die? wow, that's beyond my thought. Allah is Almighty, the Most High.

but, how about the hell? have we imagined how painful being there, being tortured. it will be devastating if we don't want to think a minute about death and sins we have done.

I hope I will be one of them who are in the true path of Islam, believe that there is no God except Allah, and Muhammad (PBUH) is His messenger :)

just a dream wasn't it?

I dreamt I was driving my daddy's car (Toyota Alphard) and there had a bad traffic jam, so I went out from my daddy's car to find out what was the problem. suddenly, there was a thief tried to steal my daddy's car, so I ran to the car and hold the front door which at the sides of the driver's seat. then I made to get into the car and the thief stabbed me, seriously at my abdomen? OMG I was bleeding! I woke up with sweat all around my body.

so what the hell did the dream want to tell? I mean, the implicit of it? I woke up at 5 something in the morning. that was a bad dream I've ever had.

O Allah protect me from the evil stuffs, I am scared without Your protection.

pretty much

hujan

haha I just viewed my oldies pictas and I found my mind back to the past, but I just couldn't let my eyes from looking at this one, this picta. I could barely remember this but I am sure the pictures was taken when I was in primary school. people were waiting seriously till the band came and I was just one of them, very cool. waiting till late at night just to see the band in front of my eyes, and when I put myself back to the time, I will be like what the hell was I in the crowd? haha wasted. now I just love to listen, to check out the updates of my favourite singers, bands or whatever and I will 'try' my best to go not gigs whatever that is related with musics. hehe

Avril Lavigne I am your big fan *whoop :)

I am a human

please please be honest, I am nothing. O Allah the Most High, I need some vision of life; a strength. living in fakhsa' walmungkar. I am very soft when I am thinking about you, and I couldn't be what I want to be as I try to be a perfect servant of You the Most Beneficent. lots of thing I was thinking of are useless. well, I hope I won't do the thing that You forbid, I do really hope so.

middle of sounds

I am doubt, when I have to choose ; various kind of choices.
which are the same kind of important.

I love musics and I have already posted an entry about my addiction to musics before. I could barely remember how it was going when I started to listen R&B song of whatever at the first time. then I came with screamo-type songs and u know what, I am a big fan of Alesana :)

there's a tough situation when I was listening and watching Avril Lavigne's music video on Youtube and I was like OMG! haha I heart her, sorry that wouldn't make u envy me i guess. I can conclude that whatever the songs that make me happy and cheer me in deep, I am with it.

also I created songs by myself I'll upload them here. awh, suck :)


personality


external is unhiding scene ; it breaks when light's on
I reflect but not much ; in comparing the dual
do thee know the deal ; penetrated the membrane
has He given u a burden?
so u might be strong or ; u die in a circle of lying

thanks

'boleh teman aku ke bandar tak?' ; "pukul berapa?"
'boleh hantar aku pergi station bus tak?' ; "okay"
'i don't have transport' ; "i will fetch u up"

when it is the time for my mind to talk about my friends, i swear there is no words could be dedicated to them unless words for appreciating their kindness, as they keep staying strong with me. even though i do something wrong or total bad and it will not be a reason for them to leave me. and my pretty sure prediction that will be forever, they won't ever leave me. we are best friends forever aren't we?

friends are medicine of agony, they cure without water :)

rasa hebat

haha the title is total ass isn't it? anyway i was thinking, i was not in mood and my feelings mixed when i was posting the post before. i am sorry.

duh, i read my own blog and i was thinking that there are no chill at all. oh God! okay guys, this is the departure of contemporary, me. now u may find him quite quieter, anyway he rocks sometimes. he is not a monster as he was before and maturity has reached him, with passion and lust of getting bigger in experiences. he is Muhammad 'Arif bin Samshuri.

ngade betul lah aku ni kan haha er

story

unknown atok : so when u go back to school?
me : i have already finished my school time hehe *pandai pule atok ni speaking
unknown atok : oh ya ya i forgot. biasalah nak rapat dengan orang muda kena memahami mereka *sambil gelak kecil
me : betul tu tok *smiling

aku baru kenal pakcik ni sejak tiba tiba dia suruh aku ta'lim hehe.

"..yelah kita bercakap tentang cahaya dengan cahaya memang susah, tapi kita tak salahkan mereka sebab mereka tak tahu dan tak selami sendiri.." cikgu Zaid.

"..ramai kata, saya dah berdakwah melalui ceramah di masjid, di radio, di televisyen. tapi semua ke remaja remaja (yang melepak kat Mall, merempit, dll) tengok siaran yang berunsur agama? dengar stesen radio berunsur agama? pergi ke masjid dengar ceramah? jadi nak tanak kita kena jalankan usaha dakwah macam cara Nabi SAW.." cikgu Zaid

rindu cikgu Zaid :)

jan 20, 2011

i miss u so much.

well, of course i am sad of losing my beloved loved grandmother. she was very helpful and her kindness towards people would never end. she was the one and no one can even replaced her in my heart. so on we love you. even our Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) cried when his son, Ibrahim died. He said, "The eyes send their tears and the heart is saddened, but we do not say anything except that which pleases our Lord". Allah is most merciful.
jangan sedih sedih. Allah Maha Penyayang. apa salahnya nenek berehat sebelum berjumpa Allah kan. kan nanti jumpa lagi di syurga Allah. insyaAllah :)


comparison

when u are in a situation which needs u to choose. i am more to complain about a little thing that makes life such a perfect even it doesn't too much. i hate being compared but in certain situation i would love to, depends. what or when would be our time is none of our business.

"Abu Huraira reported Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) as saying: Don't bear aversion against one another and don't be jealous of one another and be servants of Allah." Sahih Muslim

jealousy is living with us and when it is placed exactly on the right track then it will be good. the world's seduction will never end and if we are not holding on to the Qur'an and sunnah, we are probably lost in this enthusiasm of world's new order. that's the greatest test and everyone have to face it. it is everywhere guys don't u ever be a analyst? even me sometimes up and down. i am weak and sorry.

one thing, i couldn't remind but it sounds like this, "orang yang bijak ialah orang yang mengingati mati dan berusaha ke atasnya."

3 in 1

'Define, Analyse, Decide, Act' what a tiring day. i slept at 4 in the morning last night and had to wake up at 5 something. done for the first! and was terrible i swore haha.

ow this is called packed time. *sigh. aku baru nak keluar 3 hari on this 23rd till 25th but 23rd ni terpaksa ambil teori praktikal dan 25th ni terpaksa tolong bawa nenek aku, she got appointment with doctors, ya doctors because banyak benda yang perlu diambil kira oleh ramai doktor aku rasa sebab lain doktor lain kepakarannya (macam peribahasa 'lain padang lain belalang' kan) what the hell? haha.

now i am to choose which way i have to go through. because the 3 days away for the movement is really precious for me to take a part in but how about my granny? my license is the last choice. "o Allah, the Almighty. i wanna go, but the situation u give me is really hard, so i promise i will go out next time, u give me another chance" - i know He will arrange my time.

next time aku belok kanan :)

diary

the time is coming, preparation of the future is compulsory. it is about death and afterlife. i'll keep going on this track and i pray to Allah for not to associate anything with Him. i need this worldly life. i am sorry i will be away for awhile and i will come with some new story later. this is my diary. bye bye

if there are no obstacles that lie on your path, u got something wrong with your deeds :)

write with light


not exactly pictures. it is more than that and you need to read and listen through your heart what is the pictures tell you. a photographer based on his experiences and creativity won't click till he found what he want in this world. a picture is a whole hearted story that contains more than a word - lights. i'd like to learn.MORE :)

cuti bergaya

hey this free time worsen my life huh? ramai tanya aku tak kerja ke? hey i got my own business to do and it is exactly not related with u. improvement is the most important thing in life, even dalam agama sekalipun. i am with that.

my granny is now is at hospital. has been in ward again and my mom and i is looking after her. i just got the feeling of being in the hospital how does it look the busy doctors checkin' all the patient, and sometimes the body is taken out from the ward. and i was thinking that i am pretty ready to be a doctor? or i just keep that as a dream and gonna take kind of chemicals in course or something? so ill find myself in what will i be after seeing my result.

i haven't hung with my friends yet. ya perhaps just for a quite awhile even my things are still untidied up yet. i keep my problems as my work to do during this time as my thought is always for Him and He knows what is the best for my big family. it's no biggie guys, i am free for conversation-ing. haha do text me.

whoa how nervous i am talkin' a little bit about my future :)

last part of the first

sometimes i need to talk to myself. stealing the dream is what am i aiming for. and i don't believe in having a serious relationship with someone as i don't have pretty damn much time to think about. i assume in having a special serious relationship is like a game for this moment. we make we break and continuously repeated. besides i don't have many female friends. that makes me feel free and independent. how do u think? hehe

i ve deleted the unrecognizable friends as i don't even know how they could be on my list of friends on my FB

kau tengok kakak aku


sebab diorang tak dapat tidur macam aku, jadi diorang dengki macam ni =_='

March 8 2011

OMG! nak yang ni jugak.

the bringer

the heaviest thing is responsibility. we know nothing but He knows everything. asked continuously for His mercy.

26 muharram 1432 H

by the way, happy new year for masihi too :)